In despair
No one understands you
But you
No one wants your crap
But you
No one can go through it
But you
Trapped by your own mind
Like death,
This journey’s allllll yours
There’s no one to hold your hand
No one to carry you
No one can make it go away
No one can do anything about it
Even though you wish someone could
You just have to sit in it
And wait for it to pass
You can’t get out of it
You can’t explain it
Because when you do get the courage to speak
You’re misunderstood
You don’t even understand it yourself
How can you expect them to?
What’s God doing with you?
Playing with you?
Laughing at you?
Trying to defeat you?
Or is that the enemy?
God just watches you
And waits for you
to be still
How long are you going to make him wait?