In despair

No one understands you

But you

No one wants your crap

But you

No one can go through it

But you

Trapped by your own mind

Like death,

This journey’s allllll yours

There’s no one to hold your hand

No one to carry you

No one can make it go away

No one can do anything about it

Even though you wish someone could

You just have to sit in it

And wait for it to pass

You can’t get out of it

You can’t explain it

Because when you do get the courage to speak

You’re misunderstood

You don’t even understand it yourself

How can you expect them to?

What’s God doing with you?

Playing with you?

Laughing at you?

Trying to defeat you?

Or is that the enemy?

God just watches you

And waits for you

to be still

How long are you going to make him wait?